Confusion.

Okay, so I'm actually ready to write a real post now. do you ever have one of those weeks, where everything that could possibly go wrong...actually does? well that's sort of been the progression of my week. and i feel really awful, because then i just complain about it to my friends. and i don't like complaining. and i'm sure they don't want to hear it. it's a vicious cycle. *sigh*

i just had a cookie. things are looking up.

no, but seriously... do you ever feel like the place you are supposed to be, is not where you are? and you have no way of getting to that place that you belong at all? yeah. that's sort of how i feel right now. i feel so torn. and a little lost and confused. i feel like everytime i think i have things figured out. another curve ball gets thrown my way.

it's okay though, things will work themselves out. they always do. i'm not too concerned. heh. lies. :) but in all seriousness, God has a plan. sooo i'm trusting it will work out. i just wish His plan wasn't so fuzzy ;) a nice clear sign that said, "KATIE DO THIS!" would be faaantastic. but i guess nothing easy is worth it. right? right. sure.

i just kind of want to run away. at least for a day. take a break from reality and just drive. or walk. anywhere away from here. with my friends. yaaa knoooow? sure ya do! let's go.

peace outtt girl scout.