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meet Sweet pea!!
yayyy!! shes soooo cute!!!meet Sweet pea!!
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umm so, big fail on my part: i still need to take pictures. things have been a little crazy here, and so i haven't had a chance to take any pictures yet.
so the past few days have been filled with passing out flyers about our church to try and get new students involved. it's fun, but it's a little awkward. i've always considered myself a friendly person...but it definitely takes me out of my comfort zone to just walk up to people, hand them flyers, strike up an (awkward) conversation with them. but it's worth it so we can have some fun, new people around!!
i can't lie....i've been a really mopey blogger lately. and unfortunately i feel like it's going to continue. i'm just really crazy homesick - not wanting to be here at all. i feel like i have no reason to be here. i just feel like this is not the right school for me at all. and the hard part is im stuck with it - im halfway done, and do not want to pay back my scholarship...so. therefore, i.am.stuck.
i am always happy. like alwaaays usually. and i have not been happy at all lately - i've been the opposite of happy. it's weird. i don't like it. i feel really lost.
okay. sorry. enough complaining!!
my friends have a hamster in their apartment - it is a little itty, bitty dwarf hamster -- adorable. well, today they are getting a pet bunny too!! i'm so excited. its name is Sweet Pea, how cute is that?! i'm obsessed with animals. and so i'm totally excited to meet this new little cutie in just a little while.
we have a thing called "Outreach" at our church tonight - i'm not sure all that is going on, but i'm hoping it's fun. it's funny, a lot of my closest friends have moved away this year or are moving - funny thing is...i feel like im the one who moved away. i'm a junior now, isn't this supposed to feel like home now?
it feels far from it.
again, im so sorry for all the complaining. i just am at a loss as to what i should do.
upside - i just cooked noodles. :) yaaaaaaaaaaay. im learning to cook, one step at a time.
i opened up the Bible, to maybe get a little insight on how i'm feeling and i opened straight to this fabulous verse,
so the past few days have been filled with passing out flyers about our church to try and get new students involved. it's fun, but it's a little awkward. i've always considered myself a friendly person...but it definitely takes me out of my comfort zone to just walk up to people, hand them flyers, strike up an (awkward) conversation with them. but it's worth it so we can have some fun, new people around!!
i can't lie....i've been a really mopey blogger lately. and unfortunately i feel like it's going to continue. i'm just really crazy homesick - not wanting to be here at all. i feel like i have no reason to be here. i just feel like this is not the right school for me at all. and the hard part is im stuck with it - im halfway done, and do not want to pay back my scholarship...so. therefore, i.am.stuck.
i am always happy. like alwaaays usually. and i have not been happy at all lately - i've been the opposite of happy. it's weird. i don't like it. i feel really lost.
okay. sorry. enough complaining!!
my friends have a hamster in their apartment - it is a little itty, bitty dwarf hamster -- adorable. well, today they are getting a pet bunny too!! i'm so excited. its name is Sweet Pea, how cute is that?! i'm obsessed with animals. and so i'm totally excited to meet this new little cutie in just a little while.
we have a thing called "Outreach" at our church tonight - i'm not sure all that is going on, but i'm hoping it's fun. it's funny, a lot of my closest friends have moved away this year or are moving - funny thing is...i feel like im the one who moved away. i'm a junior now, isn't this supposed to feel like home now?
it feels far from it.
again, im so sorry for all the complaining. i just am at a loss as to what i should do.
upside - i just cooked noodles. :) yaaaaaaaaaaay. im learning to cook, one step at a time.
i opened up the Bible, to maybe get a little insight on how i'm feeling and i opened straight to this fabulous verse,
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you
and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."-Jeremiah 29:11
-as much as i want to believe this, i'm having a hard time with it lately.- *sigh*
maybe things will start looking up today? the sun is shining, it's friday, the new bunny is on it's way..... i'm not losing hope yet :)
hey lady :) hope getting back to school wasn't too big of a shock ! haha...dive in SLOWLY...relax..have fun!
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I definitely think a bunny will lift your spirits. I know my cats do that for me. I had two little teddy bear hamsters in college and they were so fun. I hope when school gets started things will pick up for you. I know it can be really hard.
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